#1
hey ladss, welcome to my private life!
you are the person I’m gonna invite to my wedding (if you bring gifts).
nothing crazy happened in the last two weeks.
in brivo, we are working heavily on an existing project!
I’m hitting up the gym every day, and my nephew is also here to visit me (somehow he doesn’t like me, still sits with me).
every once in a while someone new tells me to start creating content.
don’t get surprised if you find me on your feeds next week.
I’ve been procrastinating it for a year now and it’s not a confidence issue at all,
but to be seen and heard is a lil complicated.
there’s something in me that doesn’t wanna stand out or get attention.
but I also think that I’m avoiding this,
and for the sake of experiment, I’m gonna start creating content — not to get views or praise but to prove that I’m not avoiding.
also, I’m such a vlogable character naah! (sigh)
2 weeks ago I attended a religious gathering in the morning,
and I can say that after years I felt that peace.
the soothing chants, heads bowing, and people smiling —
those were moments where I wasn’t looking for anything.
after some days, I was working on a project for 3 hours
and I felt very happy — like I was born to only work without any distraction.
well, to me this means I want to say:
be a little more serious towards your responsibilities,
and I should talk more!
and work 10 hours every day (the actual work, no meetings) without any distraction.
apart from this…
